I finally sat down to watch The Young and The Restless but I kept jumping up to clean or organize something. I think I have a problem.....
Then, I cheated on my diet and I ate a 1/2 cup of Golden Grahams. It was soooo good!! Then when Bobbi got back she brought more candy into my house and I had a couple jelly beans. I was so mad at myself and my punishment was a dinner that consisted of one hardboiled egg. I still managed to lose 1.2 pounds...don't ask me how.
This brings me to this problem that I have. WHY? Why couldn't I relax and do something for myself? Why couldn't I read a book or watch a movie? Or take a freakin nap? My head is still reeling at how panicked I felt. I think there must be something seriously wrong with me and I need professional help.
What would you do with 4 free hours?